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Caught Up In Stuff

From the cross, Jesus prayed, ”Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.”

In other words, they are caught up in stuff and do not know it. They are captive to ways of being, thinking, and feeling from which they make decisions, from which they lash out. They are captive to fears, resentments, prejudices, anger, divisiveness, various attitudes, misplaced desires and feelings.

Over years of ministry to people in a church and a neighborhood, I reached out to people who were caught up in stuff. And in order to do ministry, I had to increasingly recognize the stuff I was caught up in and experience the grace that liberates me from captivity. I was a “wounded healer” ministering to other wounded people.

Among the people I ministered to were people struggling with drug addictions, past hurts and trauma, broken relationships, domestic violence, poverty, injustice. What they were struggling with were experiences that often held them in captivity from which they made bad decisions—until they came to see and acknowledge their bondage and experienced God’s liberating work in their lives.

What people are caught up in generally determines their actions. They find themselves acting in ways that hurt themselves and others. So we pray, ”Father, forgive them for they do not know what they are doing.” They are caught up in stuff.

I reached out to young people caught up in gangs. I could see that they were caught up in stuff. When a young man came into my church one Sunday morning who had a newborn son and expressed his desire to get free from a gang he belonged to, he was acknowledging that he was caught up in stuff, and it was not going to help him raise his son.

The stuff we are caught up in determines much of what we decide and do. When we operate unaware of the stuff we are caught up in, it can be said of us that we do not know what we are doing.

Crowds welcomed Jesus into Jerusalem with great jubilation. Days later crowds were calling for his crucifixion. The only way to describe this occurrence is that they did not know what they were doing.

How much of our lives can be explained in this way? How much of what goes on in the lives of the people of our nation and the leaders they choose can it be said, “They do not know what they are doing.”

When we make decisions from hidden impulses, hidden because we operate unaware of them, it can be said, “We do not know what we are doing.” When we are held captive to fear, anger, grievances, resentments, prejudices, selfishness, greed, arrogance, self-righteousness, judgmemtalism (add your own to the list), and do not recognize or acknowledge these things, we will act out of them. They will also be hooks for con artists including political con artists. The crowd that called for Jesus’ crucifixion was egged on by religious leaders.

Gracious God, wake us up to what is going on inside us, when we are making decisions and taking action. Spirit of Truth, enlighten the eyes of our hearts so that we discern the source of our actions. Turn our hearts to you. Free us from bondage to sin; cleanse us from “strife, jealousy, anger, quarrels, dissensions, factions, envy” (Galatians 5:18-21); free us from resentment, fear, prejudice, greed, and from the hidden false gods we serve. Make us aware of and free us from our self-righteousness which keeps us from seeing the needs of others and welcoming them as you welcome them. Help us to return to you, gracious God. Bring truth to our inward being. Amen.

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The Coming Collapse

Hanns Lilje, a Lutheran pastor in Nazi Germany, in his book, The Valley of the Shadow (1950), shares his experience with arrest, interrogation and a trial that ended with his being sentenced to death. (Before the sentence could be carried out, however, communication broke down and the Allies gained control of Germany.) One of his observations in this book was that the Nazi regime was collapsing from within. He sees the collapse in the faces, features, and actions of guards, interrogators, and judge.

He views young men whose lives were “empty,” who “were forced to be brutal” which “caused them to crumble inwardly.” He describes the judge’s face, at his trial, in this way: It “had originally been a good one, almost noble, with clear-cut and intellectual features, but it had decayed (as it were) from within, and all his features bore signs of a terrible inner decline.”

Of tyrants, like Hitler, Lilje writes: “God allows the tyrant to follow his way blindly, to the end, until nothing remains.” Evil sown reaps the decline and fall of the evil-doer.

We are reminded of Paul’s words: “Do not be deceived; God is not mocked, for you reap whatever you sow.” (Galatians 6:7)

Evil sown carries its own demise within it. Sin is like a parasite. It eats away at truth, compassion, justice, mercy, and faithfulness until it has nothing left to feed upon. St. Augustine says, “Sin is nothing and human beings become nothing when they sin.” Sin always robs us of reality. The “nothing” that is sin produces no love; it undoes love. It shows no compassion, no mercy. Where justice is required, it is unjust. And it is untruthful: It takes away from and distorts the truth.

We experience this undoing personally, and we see it taking place all around us. None of us are without sin, and we all experience the breakdown sin causes in our lives and relationships, whether from our own sins or the sins of others against us. We see this corruption on a social and global scale. We see the loss of compassion daily in the mistreatment of human beings at our border, in our warring ways, in the gangsterism on our streets and in corporate boardrooms, in sexual assault and harassment, and in all forms of inhumanity towards others: the injustices in our criminal justice system, discrimination in housing, health care and educational resources, and in the neglect and hurt of the most vulnerable among us.

We see the disintegration of truth and compassion among those who are placed in positions of leadership. We currently have a man in the office of the presidency who has lied or made misstatements, according to fact-checking, more than 11,000 times in his presidency. Many have become numb to this situation. We have leaders who disparage and demean various ethnic groups and religions among us and leaders who show little regard for future generations as they refuse to address the issues of climate change, seeing such actions as disadvantages to their wealth and power.

But what we are seeing is not only the great hurt being perpetrated on others but the steady breakdown and destruction of the perpetrators themselves. They are unwittingly sowing the seeds of their own demise. Their corruption is eating away at branch and root. It is not surprising that our present government has had a steady flow of those who have had to leave their positions.

The New Testament book of James says, “Not many of you should become teachers…for you know that we who teach will be judged with greater strictness.” Not many should become leaders. Judgment awaits. What has been sown will be reaped. If we have sown to destruction (the destruction of compassion and justice and mercy), we will reap destruction. We will reap our own inhumanity with its consequences in the hollowing out of our lives and our eventual collapse. Yes, we will leave carnage in our wake, but we will also lose our own souls.

We see this debilitation in the leadership of our government. It is a sickness unto death. That does not mean that we can simply sit, watch and wait for it all to fall apart and then attempt to pick up the pieces. That would mean more affliction on the most vulnerable, and it would mean our own disintegration. People of faith know that they are called to be witnesses. We are to witness from the grace, compassion, and justice we have experienced. As we learn to live from the Source of love, we know that we are under a call to speak to the corruption by witnessing to God’s compassion and justice. We are to join with others to call for compassion, justice, and mercy and do so by addressing the specific injustices of our time, working to make right what is wrong. We are to do justice. We are to be channels of the kind of love that effects actual change.

To those who continue down the road of destruction, who have committed themselves to that road, we will be viewed as subversives. To those who hold onto power for themselves (and “their people”) over against others, we will be called radicals. But then love, care for the truth, and doing justice are radical; they go to the root (radix) of being the humans God calls us to be.

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