Tag: self-awareness

A Young Man and His Nation

My heart goes out to the families and the community grieving the loss of 10 African Americans murdered in Buffalo by a young White man, murdered by White supremacy. I also feel the deep brokenness of a nation in which such violence is fomented and released—and of which I am a part.

The 18-year-old White man who walked into a grocery store with the intention of killing Black people operated from both an inner and outer landscape to his life. Within himself, he made choices that allowed hate to take root, and he decided to act on what he had received into his life. But there was also an outer landscape to his life, a breeding ground for what entered into him and eventually took over his life and took the lives of others.

It is this outer landscape that we are all responsible for: our decisions, our actions, what we say and do deposit love or hate into the world. Justice or injustice, mercy or judgementalism, compassion or complacency, trust or fear are woven into the fabric of our society by our choices and actions.

Our news sources and social media bubbles, our indifference, and our choosing escapism over participation in the struggle for justice rob our society of the compassionate change it so desperately needs. Our ignorance, our ignoring of what love would have us pay attention to, contribute to a landscape devoid of true knowledge and love (they go together).

We allow White supremacy to remain and grow. We, who are White, when we refuse to acknowledge our supremacist history and attitudes and the “privileges” racism has given us, contribute to the landscape of our society what we have hidden from ourselves. When we allow our fears and prejudices to choose our leaders, we add to the fertile ground for hate and violence.

Because there is a receptivity to the idea, politicians are able to spout a “replacement theory” (the idea that people of color are going to replace White people). This idea is part of the landscape and breeding ground for division and hate. The truth is that there is one human race, one human family made up of a beautiful diversity, and yet, we can choose a lie and choose division and choose leaders who feed us the lie and division.

We are tempted by both the inner and outer landscapes of our lives. (St. Paul writes of the temptations of the flesh and the world.) Consequently, spiritual discernment and true self-awareness are necessary for real change. The terror, pain, and death unleashed in the grocery store in Buffalo come not only from the actions of one young man. They also are the outcome of years of White supremacy felt, thought, lived out, allowed, reinforced, and also expressed in the leaders Americans choose.

Jesus says, “Every good tree bears good fruit, but the bad tree bears bad fruit.” Every society bears fruit. The fruit that is borne tells us something about our society and ourselves: the good and the bad.

A major theme in the New Testament is one of dying. We must die to a false self and falsehood and the loss of love. So Jesus says, “Very truly, I tell you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains just a single grain, but if it dies it bears much fruit.” The fruit that Jesus has in mind is the fruit of justice and compassion which bring healing and liberation. We have much to die to, much to turn away from that is destroying us.

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